again

im feeling it.
i think im going to fall sick again. my whole body aching and there's terrible sore throat. even swollening saliva hurts

emo always come to me everyday? especially every weekend.
hopefully my new job will keep me busy from those silly thoughts.
=)

itchyness

i think my bed is dirty
ewwww
i had 15 bites on my right arms.
its BIG and SWOLLEN now.

phglem is a nuisance. ever since i fell sick last monday, its there. i havent recover yet.lousy health. i had 3 bad night within a week. first is fever, second is tummy ache until i cry and i pinch myself in order to do some pain transfer. third is the stupid insect or dont know what bite? i think i know why i had terrible tummy ache. all because im so lazy to drink water with my antibiotics, i had it with milk. there comes the aches at 1am. the pain is so terrible that i pinch my leg so that it wont be that painful. i cried and feel so helpless cause everyone is asleep except me.=(

my supervisor is a pain in the arse i think. he keep abandoning me. ask me to find protocol on my own. my friend they dont even have to find. they have their supervisor to tell them what to do and give them the protocol. so nice. why he's like that.? i think he hates me. everyone ask me to pester him for information. i did. i did sms and call him. why do i have to do this? why others no need? its so unfair la. maybe im just frigging down with luck. sian la. its a month and i only see him less than ten times. maybe only 5 times. ha.

got a job at haato at liang court. hope it will be fun althought the pay is low and short working hours. meaning i wont be earning much. abit sian but see how it goes? thinking of my weekend will be gone, hai. but if i dont work? where to get the extra money to go out? thats the problem.

i want a U700 phone and ipod classic/ video.
gonna rob mom to buy them for me x)
i wish! lols

i miss everyone
my classmate =(

sick

falling sick again
im having fever at 39.6 deg C. i didnt expect it to be so high.
the hours spent at the clinic waiting for my turn is so horrible.
it make me feel that every veins and arteries of my brain is going to explode. then there goes liyi.
even a little bit of wind bites my skins.
i can feel the heart beat through the arteries of my brain. like how?
my head will bounce or vibrate back and fro according to the heart beat.
touching my own hair will also cause me pain.
anyway,doctor gave me a 2 day mc because he dont think i'll recover by tmr. but im gonna go work because im going to have lab tmr! like finally huh? if i go work and there no lab i might want to go home earlier.

my everything

everything seems to move away.
away from me
i feel down almost everyday
im not despo
i just need the company i used to have; my friends
im not used to it
still not
but what can i do?
nothing right?
life is messed up
its messed up in my own hand
come to think of it
im someone foolish

=(

why every song seems so sad
why i cry
fuck

abandoned

im a abandoned kid
abandon by my supervisor and so on(maybe friend too)
he cheat my feeling. he told me that we will be having lab on thursday and i msg him on thursday but he didnt reply. so friday i called him. he say we will be having lab on tuesday because monday he will be on leave and if we do it today(fri) it will be troublesome because we will have to come back and take the yeast.

life is boring.
everyone seems to be leaving.

when will liyi's mom give her money to shop?!
wait for long.

shit happen

sometime shit really happen.

imagine everyone around know something except you.
how will you feel?
nothing different from a idiot.

HOWS MY ATTACHMENT AT DSO?

oh.. i must say its fun. i love science. too bad i couldnt start on my experiment because the damn laminar flow hood is faulty. oh oh the interesting part is my lab area revolves in the laminar flow hood in a lab where they cut human or maybe the limbs and so on. my supervisor is pretty nice eh. but he resemble CONRAD alot. the way he talk, slang and his physical appearance.im feeling pretty lazy to type the weekly report! people there are nice, i like yongren's supervisor. liyi lacks of sleep. i always wake up late for attachment but luckily i manage to rush there in time.

i dont want to shop online anymore! the clothes i receive is like EEEE. my money going down the drain. lols

i think my entry is getting boring

airport adventure

i have been to the airport like thrice in a week. from T1 to T2 and even budget terminal.
thursday- ceyao,zheng chuan and weychih left for frankurt. pretty sad.yongren, lynette, me and some other teared as they bid good bye by hugging each other one by one. just couldnt stand it. 5 months.
saturday- cherchuan left for chengdu? i will miss my fat boy. LOL. i even gave him a bite because he said, bite pinch beat and whatever we can. he will allow? something like that. then in the evening, daniel left for shenzheng. this time round there only yetwei, lynette, me, teewee and tzehau to send him off.

now all of them are safe and trying to adapt to their new environment. im here missing them. whenever i say FREAK. i makes me think of ceyao. because he always do that.lols. lots of thing around me revolves around them. 5 month. not very long also not very short tho.

anyway, liyi bought her webcam!

attachment starts tmr.
tuesday i going for interview for haato ice cream.
thursday? ratatouille with yetwei and lynette they all.