shifted =)

home isnt like home

people always ask me, do you miss home when you stay in hall?
NO. my answer will be firm.
when im home, nobody is at home. so what if my house is big? it doesnt have the home-y feeling. i dont like that. even at wee hours, nobody is home. my parent love to drink and hang out at coffee shop, thats their life. my brother comes home after work, sis dont know what the fuck she do outside. she say she is working but work till so late? everyday must socialise until so late just to get customer for her damn insurance? nonsense! otherwise, parent will be quarrelling over money. then dad will mention about divorce, selling car, selling house. mom will be the one who love money so much. but in fact, mom just wanna save money for the family, for emergency? what the fuck is my father thinking. is he dumb or what. why cant he think the positive side? why is he damn ego so big? childish like fuck. drink and drink. afew days a week can but everyday? if mom wanna rest early and go home? what will he say? you go home first. mom will think of his safety when he is out there? somemore he drink and drive. he is damn selfish. even after mom being hospitalized like twice. to him, its nth. its the past alr. doesnt matter anymore i guess. fucked up.

i hate home!

life isnt that good i guess. although i have abit of fun here and there. sprained my ankle, sun burnt. quiz, reports and presentation. super busy, bike rally stuff. oh i got my car licence

anyway, i received a present from donalds! =) love the eyore and the exam pack you all got me=) thanks alot. oh thanks for the pantyliner too. although you all wanted to buy pad. haha guys just cant differentiate with the stuffs that girl use. cute.

my uni life rox when im in sch. when i come home. it will be just studying. i seldom go out anymore. havent been watching movie since sch starts. how come..? i wonder why.

=(

cheap thrilllllllll =D

alright. I believe my blog have been dead for quite some time.
since i have no mood to study now, might as well revive it? lols

hows life in uni? great, fun, exciting, stress and tiring. i love the people i meet there.HALL 11 ROCKS.althought it isnt a sports hall but still we play sports for the fun of it. at the beginning, i keep wanting to change hall but now.. i want to continue staying in hall 11.

i have been quite busy with sch because i have some commitment. i join cheerleading for my hall, hall games for volleyball, netball and road relay. as for sport club, i got in bike rally as RO and SU16 gls! haha i love everything la! hopefully i can cope.

im too lazy to post photos here. you all can view them at my facebook? most of them are there. i dont know why ntu ppl are so into facebook. i abandoned my facebook like 2 years ago? then now i start to use it again. lol.

my nickname now is one egg in chinese. damn! oh another nick name is chipmunk. all thanks to my roomie. haha she say i look like one la. hahaha

some photo of my room!

our curtain. pretty right!

my roomie's bed

her study table and look at the amount of food on the shelves.

my bed

my noticeboard. haha my medals from ibg(inter-block games)

finally my study table,food still okay only.

SUAY-ED

NOTHING SPECIAL
LIYI LOST HER WALLET AGAIN!
and the best thing is that my IC is inside.
if there isnt any kind soul who will return to me, this will be the third time i'm going to make IC. I didnt even tell mom about it because i know she will scold me like shit. yes its my fault, i admit. but i cant do anything right?
my instructor say that i need my ic for my tp, or else my passport. meaning i have to get from my mom and i need to tell her why. in the end, she will get to know abt it. no matter what,i'll be dead.=( i hope that someone who pick up my wallet will return all the impt doc and take the money la.wah lau.no mood no mood

I MISS SU15 DISNEY!
i love sports camp. i love my groupmate esp jietong,samuel,ren kun and eugene. not forgetting my gls jiade and peiyi =)) sports camp is all about pushing ourselves to the limit, minds over body and team spirit. war games is the highlights of the camp where we challenge against wars: disney, sea, music and toons world. the finale was even better. it will drains all the energy i have left. 7days of camp that i will never forget. IT ROCKS!!!!!

i shall describe the finale;
each world have 2 sedan chair made. one grp of girl will carry one sedan with a girl, another grp of guys will carry the other sedan with a girl on it too.
first challenge; jump from 3m into the pool then swim a lap. guys jump from 5m instead of 3m.
climb up a long flight of stairs. carry sedan to next station, climb up a wall with rope then climb down.mud crawl with your back where we have to lean back our head. walk inside a drain that is quite dark together as a team. then carry sedan to next station. guys sit on tyres where girls have to pull then across the field. super tiring la. then river crossing with a rope above the water,so we just pull ourselves across. followed by soap hill, with our human tower where we climb up the hill by stepping butt, shoulder butt shoulder.i feel pain for the guys. then next is girl loaded on the lorry on a upslope, guys have to pull the lorry until it reaches a distance. carry sedan all the way back to the ending point. by now, you can see that alot of us are very tired. this finale is about timing, we are quite fast,1hr and6min if im not wrong but one girl withdrawn so we have penalty. its okay, all of us gave our best!
HEH MY LOVE FOR SPORTS CAMP!!!
STEADY BO!!
im looking forward to world lunch!

starting school tmr and im quite excited.i'll be staying in hall so ppl dont miss me okay. i'll try to borrow lappy from my aunt so i can use it in school before i buy a new lappy=)

haha i have a newfoundeyecandy

eat money eat money

HE EAT MY MONEY!
FIRST, he bring my confidence down.
now he eat my money.
NO INTEGRITY SHIT.

okay nevermind,i'm cool now. A lesson learnt; i need to count my money first before handing it over to him. freaking 50bucks. Its alot to me since i'm pretty broke.BROKE.

people change, infact everything change around us. it depends on how we accept it. some people cant, so they choose to leave. so we let them be? yeah, i'll let them go.
Thats why now, i believe that relationship in teenage like is nothing even if you're together for 6/7 years? its nothing. wait till you grow up, when you start working. Thats the real test to your relationship. <3>companionship-lotsoflove
anyway, i got into sports camp. Hope it will be so fun but the theme for this year is pretty dumb.DISNEY WORLD. worst, my group name is donald duck. like wtf? lol but nevermind, i love camps!

im jobless and i annonuce myself broke or probably bankrupt.lols

nonexistent

I cant blame them.only to blame myself. all because they did it unknowingly. Our conversation seems to be reduntant or for the sake of it. I seriously cant help it but to think this way.. thats why i chose to keep quiet. Being ignored once is perfectly fine but so many time? SO fucking wrong la. Moreover,someone agreed with me when i bring this up.. ha yes i'm going paranoid.

bad days;
lappy gone, bro lost it
EVRYTHING IS FREAKING GONE!

I'm not happy.

drift-i wont mind
i cant be bothered any more...

I'll quit

For my own benefit, i'll quit drinking.
no more alcohol. if not for very very special occasion then i'll touch alittle.
i can do it. yes i will.

anyway,appeal result is here. I got into material engineering in ntu.=)
mom allow me to stay in hostel too. so im going to apply for it. shld i? heh

I'll be leaving sony ericsson on 13th july. there's a combined engineering camp on 14th to 20th july. shld i go? i so wanna go bangkok.