home isnt like home

people always ask me, do you miss home when you stay in hall?
NO. my answer will be firm.
when im home, nobody is at home. so what if my house is big? it doesnt have the home-y feeling. i dont like that. even at wee hours, nobody is home. my parent love to drink and hang out at coffee shop, thats their life. my brother comes home after work, sis dont know what the fuck she do outside. she say she is working but work till so late? everyday must socialise until so late just to get customer for her damn insurance? nonsense! otherwise, parent will be quarrelling over money. then dad will mention about divorce, selling car, selling house. mom will be the one who love money so much. but in fact, mom just wanna save money for the family, for emergency? what the fuck is my father thinking. is he dumb or what. why cant he think the positive side? why is he damn ego so big? childish like fuck. drink and drink. afew days a week can but everyday? if mom wanna rest early and go home? what will he say? you go home first. mom will think of his safety when he is out there? somemore he drink and drive. he is damn selfish. even after mom being hospitalized like twice. to him, its nth. its the past alr. doesnt matter anymore i guess. fucked up.

i hate home!

life isnt that good i guess. although i have abit of fun here and there. sprained my ankle, sun burnt. quiz, reports and presentation. super busy, bike rally stuff. oh i got my car licence

anyway, i received a present from donalds! =) love the eyore and the exam pack you all got me=) thanks alot. oh thanks for the pantyliner too. although you all wanted to buy pad. haha guys just cant differentiate with the stuffs that girl use. cute.

my uni life rox when im in sch. when i come home. it will be just studying. i seldom go out anymore. havent been watching movie since sch starts. how come..? i wonder why.

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