importance

recently someone just smack me right in my face and knock some sense into me.

"you are not important to him what"

just one sentence. yeah,where do i stand in his heart or probably life? no where.

im just a passerby. always.

hows life?

its the first day of december and where's my pay? no where to be seen. =(

the funny thing is that 2 of us received their pay and 2 of us didnt. how come?

worse thing is we couldnt contact the HR lady. sheesh

anyway, work is fine. project and experiments were good. i love my supervisor( yuansy). not that kok leong. we talk abt donuts and now there's another one call toad? haha

dad's birthday, we went jumbo seafood at gardens for dinner. this year, the food was bad and serving were small! didnt even fill one quarter of my tummy can. lols. went pub with family after that. it have been so long that i touch alcohol plus mom gave permission to drink. had heniken, brandy and johnny walker. we all had fun with singing and dices. =)

my family

met up with mellie and leow on fri. chat and dinner. i love the company and i think we shld go out more often. im lack of love from girlfriends. i envy other girls who can always go out with their girlfriend. i dont get to do that...


my health; i can say i did recover from tonsillitis BUT its flu everyday, every hour, minutes and seconds.lols.
the emptiness in me...
Happy birthday mellie! <3