eventually

yesterday i was waiting for my bus home and i saw mingqi driving past. called him and he say lets go chill. haha its been months, can say more than 4 months? that i meet him. end up we went gardens for icecream and then head home. =) im proud of him, his band gt into superband competition and his lead singer is a indian? or singh? who can sing chinese. oh my! double WOAH.. haha axis the best! =D

i love my colleagues. they are so nice, that crazy ong chong ming. ee lin who is pretty and cool. ru ting who is bubbly. most of the full timer are super helpful especially patsy. =) technician also quite helpful except kok wah. full of vulgarities.it's a must have in very sentences. even when he sneeze, he will say," cibai" sheesh. then patsy told me to be more careful of one of the technician. actually i also realized he is quite touchy, he touch my hand whenever i pass him the phone. like touch not just to grab the phone. heard he will touch ppl's butt also.arsehole. haha.. all in all, i still quite like this job. the boss here are cute, 3 of them,fat and have big tummy. HAHAHA..

sometimes i think i expect too much from myself.ha.

sometimes i feel that there's no point to shares my problems because sharing with someone doesnt mean it will be solved. because others dont know abt it. if share with all? ppl feel that i need attention or i seek for pity. haha perhaps i think too much.

slowly and eventually, i'll throw it away. but not now...