love or no love

recently, i got mood swing.
i can be happy and then sad right away.
how come? do i think too much?
i should let nature take its course right?
yes, of course.

today we went ttsh for excursion where we were introduced to the process of moulding and fabricating the plastic like polyethene,EVA, carbon fibre and the list goes on and on. im a patient. not exactly, i volunteered my arms for the guy to make a cast. why? because my teacher's arm is too HAIRY. hahahaha.. couldnt bring back my hand mould because the other teacher sort of dont allow. its like this ;

teacher: you want your hand? bring back la?
*holding the mould*
me: can meh?
*wanting to take the mould*
teacher: can..you sign on it la. then can also put in the lab(he say to the other teacher)
me:*he want to give me or put in lab?* okay okay.. i want

in the end, he brought it back and he just ignore me when i want to take la. basket.its my new arm. my cells is there.

today, yongren and i listen to the mp3 and just nice its beautiful soul. so i shared with her about weisheng. like what he did for me and how sweet is he. she agree that he is very sweet and so on. but its just a past where there's no way to go back there. life just move on..=)

demonstration review on tuesday when i didnt do any improvement. i mean i did but it just couldnt work. worse thing, mr chua couldnt help me solve. he say he dont know whats wrong. if he dont like whats wrong,how would i know? make sense right? like duh. i hate my project!

deadline of work is coming!
MIIT miniproject
CE assignment 2 (done)
BI report (only did some research)
exams approaching and i starting to feel the stress. =(

shld i work or dont work?
please tell me!