suddenly i feel down

dont know what has got into me?
i feel sad,emo and as if i fall out of love.
damn, im a weird kid.=(

it cant be mood swing.
so what else can it be?

sometime i feel the emptiness
i want someone to be by my side
to share my happiness and trouble
maybe im still not use to being single
eeeeeee
i sucks big time
im an idiot.yucks

mom has the symptoms of fainting on mon and tue
tue she called me, say.. where am i?
she feel like fainting again.
she couldnt remember my hp number at first. like she cant remember much stuffs.
everything to her is unknown to her.
she told me she so scare of dying.
BASKET
she make me fear so much when she say she so afraid of dying
no you wont die. if you die.. i dont know how would i live =(
so please dont. most impt person is you, not dad.

final review is on monday
report done, presentation slide in the making.
IIT and WISP slides are done, presenting next wed.
what i have not done is CE assignment2, MIIT project and BI report. shucks!
and and.. IIT test and DTLE intermediate test! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
why is there so much work?
lets pray after monday, i do not have to continue with project. no examiner review PLEASE. i beg you.

anyway, catch up alittle with winchester after he added me on friendster recently. friends for 4 years? but didnt contact for 2 years? yup. but still we still have lots of topic to talk about. he is still so gentlemen. trainee chef. next time i must ask him to teach me how to cook steak! yes! haha but he is in japan for his holiday. so good. i also want to go japan one day. one day but dont know when will the one day come...

sunday i slept at 3plus,tuesday also 3 plus. i have been sleeping late just to do work, or can say rush work/ report. will i ever breakdown if this carry on? im so tired of studying and going school.. how sia.

thinking of my classmate going OIAP.
i feel quite sad? like i will miss them
we have been together for years and suddenly they are gone for 5 months. how sad?=(
please remember to plan for oversea trip when our attachment end!!

life like this.....