deep down

whats wrong?
comment, opinion and even criticism.
i take them seriously and to heart.
i have no self-confidence in what i wear.
was criticize badly by ppl.
today?
i love ppl to be truthful.
i ought to change and take note of the comment
but i feel it come too suddenly
crashing my heart, moral and dont know whatever shit.
i just dont feel good. i feel like crying on the spot. what for?
it will be dumb.what will ppl think.
its me. i cant blame anyone. because its about me only.
i feel so ugly.
why am i so lousy?

sometime i feel that im left out.
we seem close but still im left out.
maybe im not even in.

i always tell myself its impossible
but now, i really feel its impossible.

never been so down..