shifted =)

home isnt like home

people always ask me, do you miss home when you stay in hall?
NO. my answer will be firm.
when im home, nobody is at home. so what if my house is big? it doesnt have the home-y feeling. i dont like that. even at wee hours, nobody is home. my parent love to drink and hang out at coffee shop, thats their life. my brother comes home after work, sis dont know what the fuck she do outside. she say she is working but work till so late? everyday must socialise until so late just to get customer for her damn insurance? nonsense! otherwise, parent will be quarrelling over money. then dad will mention about divorce, selling car, selling house. mom will be the one who love money so much. but in fact, mom just wanna save money for the family, for emergency? what the fuck is my father thinking. is he dumb or what. why cant he think the positive side? why is he damn ego so big? childish like fuck. drink and drink. afew days a week can but everyday? if mom wanna rest early and go home? what will he say? you go home first. mom will think of his safety when he is out there? somemore he drink and drive. he is damn selfish. even after mom being hospitalized like twice. to him, its nth. its the past alr. doesnt matter anymore i guess. fucked up.

i hate home!

life isnt that good i guess. although i have abit of fun here and there. sprained my ankle, sun burnt. quiz, reports and presentation. super busy, bike rally stuff. oh i got my car licence

anyway, i received a present from donalds! =) love the eyore and the exam pack you all got me=) thanks alot. oh thanks for the pantyliner too. although you all wanted to buy pad. haha guys just cant differentiate with the stuffs that girl use. cute.

my uni life rox when im in sch. when i come home. it will be just studying. i seldom go out anymore. havent been watching movie since sch starts. how come..? i wonder why.

=(

cheap thrilllllllll =D

alright. I believe my blog have been dead for quite some time.
since i have no mood to study now, might as well revive it? lols

hows life in uni? great, fun, exciting, stress and tiring. i love the people i meet there.HALL 11 ROCKS.althought it isnt a sports hall but still we play sports for the fun of it. at the beginning, i keep wanting to change hall but now.. i want to continue staying in hall 11.

i have been quite busy with sch because i have some commitment. i join cheerleading for my hall, hall games for volleyball, netball and road relay. as for sport club, i got in bike rally as RO and SU16 gls! haha i love everything la! hopefully i can cope.

im too lazy to post photos here. you all can view them at my facebook? most of them are there. i dont know why ntu ppl are so into facebook. i abandoned my facebook like 2 years ago? then now i start to use it again. lol.

my nickname now is one egg in chinese. damn! oh another nick name is chipmunk. all thanks to my roomie. haha she say i look like one la. hahaha

some photo of my room!

our curtain. pretty right!

my roomie's bed

her study table and look at the amount of food on the shelves.

my bed

my noticeboard. haha my medals from ibg(inter-block games)

finally my study table,food still okay only.

SUAY-ED

NOTHING SPECIAL
LIYI LOST HER WALLET AGAIN!
and the best thing is that my IC is inside.
if there isnt any kind soul who will return to me, this will be the third time i'm going to make IC. I didnt even tell mom about it because i know she will scold me like shit. yes its my fault, i admit. but i cant do anything right?
my instructor say that i need my ic for my tp, or else my passport. meaning i have to get from my mom and i need to tell her why. in the end, she will get to know abt it. no matter what,i'll be dead.=( i hope that someone who pick up my wallet will return all the impt doc and take the money la.wah lau.no mood no mood

I MISS SU15 DISNEY!
i love sports camp. i love my groupmate esp jietong,samuel,ren kun and eugene. not forgetting my gls jiade and peiyi =)) sports camp is all about pushing ourselves to the limit, minds over body and team spirit. war games is the highlights of the camp where we challenge against wars: disney, sea, music and toons world. the finale was even better. it will drains all the energy i have left. 7days of camp that i will never forget. IT ROCKS!!!!!

i shall describe the finale;
each world have 2 sedan chair made. one grp of girl will carry one sedan with a girl, another grp of guys will carry the other sedan with a girl on it too.
first challenge; jump from 3m into the pool then swim a lap. guys jump from 5m instead of 3m.
climb up a long flight of stairs. carry sedan to next station, climb up a wall with rope then climb down.mud crawl with your back where we have to lean back our head. walk inside a drain that is quite dark together as a team. then carry sedan to next station. guys sit on tyres where girls have to pull then across the field. super tiring la. then river crossing with a rope above the water,so we just pull ourselves across. followed by soap hill, with our human tower where we climb up the hill by stepping butt, shoulder butt shoulder.i feel pain for the guys. then next is girl loaded on the lorry on a upslope, guys have to pull the lorry until it reaches a distance. carry sedan all the way back to the ending point. by now, you can see that alot of us are very tired. this finale is about timing, we are quite fast,1hr and6min if im not wrong but one girl withdrawn so we have penalty. its okay, all of us gave our best!
HEH MY LOVE FOR SPORTS CAMP!!!
STEADY BO!!
im looking forward to world lunch!

starting school tmr and im quite excited.i'll be staying in hall so ppl dont miss me okay. i'll try to borrow lappy from my aunt so i can use it in school before i buy a new lappy=)

haha i have a newfoundeyecandy

eat money eat money

HE EAT MY MONEY!
FIRST, he bring my confidence down.
now he eat my money.
NO INTEGRITY SHIT.

okay nevermind,i'm cool now. A lesson learnt; i need to count my money first before handing it over to him. freaking 50bucks. Its alot to me since i'm pretty broke.BROKE.

people change, infact everything change around us. it depends on how we accept it. some people cant, so they choose to leave. so we let them be? yeah, i'll let them go.
Thats why now, i believe that relationship in teenage like is nothing even if you're together for 6/7 years? its nothing. wait till you grow up, when you start working. Thats the real test to your relationship. <3>companionship-lotsoflove
anyway, i got into sports camp. Hope it will be so fun but the theme for this year is pretty dumb.DISNEY WORLD. worst, my group name is donald duck. like wtf? lol but nevermind, i love camps!

im jobless and i annonuce myself broke or probably bankrupt.lols

nonexistent

I cant blame them.only to blame myself. all because they did it unknowingly. Our conversation seems to be reduntant or for the sake of it. I seriously cant help it but to think this way.. thats why i chose to keep quiet. Being ignored once is perfectly fine but so many time? SO fucking wrong la. Moreover,someone agreed with me when i bring this up.. ha yes i'm going paranoid.

bad days;
lappy gone, bro lost it
EVRYTHING IS FREAKING GONE!

I'm not happy.

drift-i wont mind
i cant be bothered any more...

I'll quit

For my own benefit, i'll quit drinking.
no more alcohol. if not for very very special occasion then i'll touch alittle.
i can do it. yes i will.

anyway,appeal result is here. I got into material engineering in ntu.=)
mom allow me to stay in hostel too. so im going to apply for it. shld i? heh

I'll be leaving sony ericsson on 13th july. there's a combined engineering camp on 14th to 20th july. shld i go? i so wanna go bangkok.

Reality

if only that dream i had was real.
it makes me smile from cheek to cheek. seriously
beautiful dream i must say.
but i know its just a dream
its something that's impossible.
i can easily swear with my life that it wont happen.
need to wake up.be real. ha
nothing is impossible?now i totally disagree.

Friday the thirteen.
Hope it wont be a real bad day.

ntu replied my mail; appeal's result will be sent in batch till end of june.so long la. i cant wait. everyone please pray for me. i need luck man.=(

SE is getting more and more screwed up.stupid politics. ignorance from some ppl, as if im invisible.fuck up!

i'll be there for you

=)

offically graduated from np!
i didnt take alot of photos because my dad's car went out of battery. why? my dumb sis forgot to off the light when she left the car. how smart. in the end, wey chih and some lecturer went to the rescue. it was prata then kbox till 2am with classmate. fun and enjoyable since all of them are going ns very very soon. botak united.
i have been working, driving and watching movies. Talking abt movies; narnia wasnt as great as i thought. first episode was so much nicer i guess. i wanna watch sex and the city and kungfu panda next.

LIYI need to remember this when she is driving:
-learn to horn when there's sudden obstruction and not make noise
-be more daring!
-check blind spot whenever she make a left turn
-change to gear 4! dont be lazy

i want to own a gucci wallet! or else a burberry. nice eh=X

ntu please accept my appeal man! i beg you! =(

yesterday i took mc due to gastric flu, vomit and diahorrea. no matter what i drink or eat, i will just come out after 5 min. my sis gave me the med she had for gastric flu which make me feel much better but still my adbomen still hurts. cant even sit straight. have been sleeping yesterday, from 12nn to 9pm, 11pm to 11am. im such a pig.LOL

The FALL

yesterday is my off day. so i slept till late then i went to np to collect my graduation gown and at the same time endorse my last sem result. went to serangoon central to packet noodle home. so when im walking toward my bus. I FELL. YES I SLIP AND FELL.FELL ON MY ELBOW AND KNEE. AND EVERYONE SAW AND THEY GO WAHHHHHHHHHH......im too embrassed that i keep my head down. dont know to cry or what even though it really hurts like shit. my noodle spill on the floor and onto my right wrist. so now my wrist have BUBBLES. freaking painful and FUGLY. i didnt bleed alot but the muscle on my right arm hurts, dont know why also.=(

look at the bubble. haha it look like a leech can. LOL

purpose

its my off day but i chose to go work,
lost the meaning of going out with them
nobody listen,talk or cares.

=)

I'm using the desktop and i went thru the photos in my sister's folder and i came across a photo of my mom and dad holding hands. sweet and it make me tears. dont know why. i love seeing old couples holding hands, maybe thats what love can do? true love. =)

dad and mom, if im not wrong dad and sis brought mom for medical check up at gleneagles. happy and worry thats what i felt.

i cant wait for SE pay to come so my bank will be filled with more money! collected my ck pay so i managed to pay my phone bill;110.75 for 2 months. i must continue to left my bill maintain at 30bucks. lower my expenses BUT STILL I WANNA BUY CLOTHES EH =x fara, rmb that blue top i like at pull and bear? hahaahah i wanna get a shoe to wear for driving

talking abt driving. i make improvement okay, i didnt stall as much. anyway, i went swimming in the afternoon then head to saloon to cut my hair and now, i hate my hair=( and and my instructor allow me to book my TP alr! heh but i think i'll fail for my first attempt. but nvm! i will fa fen tu qiang!

i wanna date fara and sp out on next next sat! =)

outdated photos

" dont take photo of me!"
"dont take my fat arms eh"
mellie and leow
FAT face

i'll post photo of escape outing when eileen send the photo to me =)

eventually

yesterday i was waiting for my bus home and i saw mingqi driving past. called him and he say lets go chill. haha its been months, can say more than 4 months? that i meet him. end up we went gardens for icecream and then head home. =) im proud of him, his band gt into superband competition and his lead singer is a indian? or singh? who can sing chinese. oh my! double WOAH.. haha axis the best! =D

i love my colleagues. they are so nice, that crazy ong chong ming. ee lin who is pretty and cool. ru ting who is bubbly. most of the full timer are super helpful especially patsy. =) technician also quite helpful except kok wah. full of vulgarities.it's a must have in very sentences. even when he sneeze, he will say," cibai" sheesh. then patsy told me to be more careful of one of the technician. actually i also realized he is quite touchy, he touch my hand whenever i pass him the phone. like touch not just to grab the phone. heard he will touch ppl's butt also.arsehole. haha.. all in all, i still quite like this job. the boss here are cute, 3 of them,fat and have big tummy. HAHAHA..

sometimes i think i expect too much from myself.ha.

sometimes i feel that there's no point to shares my problems because sharing with someone doesnt mean it will be solved. because others dont know abt it. if share with all? ppl feel that i need attention or i seek for pity. haha perhaps i think too much.

slowly and eventually, i'll throw it away. but not now...

outta of it

its becoming more and more obvious.. oh well.
new job at sony ericsson, so far so good. love the ppl there. except some arsehole. lols
i want to earn more money so that i can take more driving lesson. all because i sucks in driving. i can turn properly and so on just that i still stall sometime AND im alrdy at 5th lesson. i feel s0 disappointed.

AND AND money keep going out of my bank and none coming in. CK pay not here yet, camp pay also. even with those,i doubt i can survive. food ard working place are ex and dont even mention abt the transport fees as adult. i've spent like 90bucks for 3weeks and 3 days , on transport alone. im not trying to starve myself, but i only had a meal a day because of the cost and one 1hr break for each shift. if i dont work and save, i wont have money. ADD OIL!

anyway, i spend my saturaday with eileen, daniel and chin khai to escape ( love the viking) and then shop for grocery for our steamboat. super healthy, all vegs. lols. surprisingly, still very filling. le grand chef wasnt that bad. that korean actor quite good looking. =)

mom's condition is bad to normal. report not out yet. she went for another blood test on monday.
oh yesterday theres one uncle. damn idiotic! he keep saying he know how to use speed dial. can store until 20+ for speed dial. told him that it can only store till 9 for speed dial. he say okay. then he keep saying once he off his phone. it will hang at the SE logo. it didnt hang la.. just lag. explain to him till i want to vomit blood. nvm. then i taught him to select normal mode and not flight mode. then he say okay. few hours later, he came back and complain that i spoil his phone! he say," that girl la, dont know what she press, now my phone spoil!".bloody arsehole. now he blame me. he anyhow press so now its my fault. make me boil alittle so i talk loudly to him " UNCLE, I ONLY TAUGHT YOU TO SELECT NORMAL MODE INSTEAD OF FLIGHT MODE. I DIDNT ANYHOW PRESS YOUR PHONE OKAY!" the uncle talk so loud also. then we all have to talk loudly to him. stupid uncle.damn you. =X

i wanna buy itouch, go langkawi,bangkok and so on =(
but no $$$$

NTU, FASTER SEND ME THE LETTER LEI. PLS

relapse

mom had a relapse. sort of. The last time she fainted and bleed badly ard may 2007.
This time round was during her sleep. last night i went to sleep with them and ard 5 am, dad shout for me to wake up. mom was breathing so loudly, saliva keep coming out of her mouth with blood and her pillow had blood stains too. Her eyes look weak and her lips was dark red like almost black. she couldnt hear what we say i guess. mom like couldnt move herself either.=( i ask her to open her mouth and drink water? she didnt react.it lasted for 15 mins and she couldnt remember what happen. why is this happening? even the doc dont know. fucking stupid doctors! i dont wanna lose my mom okay. i want her to be healthy... damn.

work

its the fourth day of work. so far still good. quite relax because all i do is fold clothes,sms customer from S-Z abt the sales and serve some customer. colleague are super nice and funny.

i have been watching movie lately, be it online or in the theatre.

Sky of love isnt as good as i thought. Its draggy but still abit sad here and there. im a sucker for sad movie. i cried. lols. but HIRO is damn cute la. he looks cute in both white or black hair. =D

cute! =D

oh the song also super nice. heavenly days, does anyone has it? can send to me? thanks!

one less tooth

Finally i went to extract my HUGE molar tooth. Wasted 500bucks on root canal all because of the inflammation of my gum. The swelling, oh worse thing is the pus. Big and disgusting as if i have gum disease. The only solution to stop the swelling is to remove the root-canaled tooth.
I've concluded that today, there's alot of blood loss.








look at the huge hole on the top left. i know its abit sick but interesting okay. and mellie warned me not to breed mosquito in there. LOL!

went suntec and marina square to do abit of shopping. Bought water bottle and a pair of black shoe. all for my work. finally i can stop rotting at home and go out almost everyday.

im starting to worry abt the amount of money left in my bank. money come money come.LOL

Didnt expect ws to msg me. I think after what i've asked him, he worry that i wont want to be his friend anymore so he msg me, hoping that he didnt give me the wrong impression and if we are still friend?

yea of course! i'm not that childish because sometimes its better to be friends than nth right?=) i dont know if you read my blog, no worries alright.

No more

its a kind relief when i asked him.
just like i had lighten the burden on my shoulder
i feel happy for him but sad for myself.
one word; stupidity

some sort, i feel that im drifting away.

melissa and malcolm =)

Bored

i think this guy is so cool =)

Take a leap of faith

if you are not long,i will wait for you all my life
-Wilde, Oscar

I have the intention to ask him if it is possible
but i really cant seem to pluck out the courage. no guts.

Perhaps i should really dump the letter away and stop all my nonsense.

Maybe i should dump it away 3 years back.

so dumb.

anyway,I'm back from Changkat Pri 5 leadership camp.

Being ROASTED and my voice is so SEXY.

Its good experience but the kids are worse than the those i took when im still in secondary school. Those N4 cluster pri 5 students. oh oh jenny's group(grp2) have a boy name koien?(something like that) he look like a boy in maris stella high from my N4 cluster camp group. so cute.

nowadays, kids are so horrible. The boys complain more than the girls? what is this.omg.

Over small matters, the boy want to fight with each other. For my group, my boys want to fight like? eh maybe 5 times within 2days? some boy they complain but they dont put in any effort?

kids being kids i guess. sheesh.

My group=D

Leap year

updates;

I have been busy shopping with gfs for prom stuffs

then prom night to phuture. hell lots of fun dancing with so many girls especially jean!

my foot hurts like shit for 2 days all because of the 3 inch heels.imagine dancing for hours in 3 inch. maybe you can but i cant. sheesh.. but it still fun and memorable.=D

hunting for jobs was tough. perhaps im too picky.

so i end up rotting at home most of the time. keep myself infront of lappy with coffee prince.

by now, i had completed the whole series. sweet i must say.

bought and delivered chocolate from chocolateart for AWS. leap year baby=) luckily i still remember how his house look like and his mom. His mom is still so nice.

I just started my driving lesson. oh its so exciting. but damn scary too. i must be more brave like kaili! talking abt kaili, i went to dirty her bed in hall on thurs! hahaa although they have work, i just lie on her bed and read mag. i still feel happy. rather than staying at home alone. i hate staying at home. can die.

OH SO HAPPY=D

I'm so happy yesterday!

keep smiling and thinking of that someone.hee x)

3 years, its been 3 year that i last saw him.

the letter that i kept for 3 years in my wallet.
that guy who was born on 29 feb, leap year's baby.

CUTE.

even seeing him for that 5 sec, it still can make me smile throughout the day, even till now.

my heart still beat faster when i saw him

i wanna chase him... but its impossible. heeee

going insane!! hahahaa

Brand new

wooohoooo~

acer gave me a brand new lappy because they dont have stock for the parts they wanna change for my old lappy. so cool la. now my new lappy is bigger and it has an in-built webcam (although i already have a portable webcam, wasted) anyone want to buy from me? i'll sell it at reasonable price! heh =)

i didnt know that vista itself has microsoft office so i went to buy microsoft office 2007. waste money again. so dumb. so anyone want to buy from me? its quite cheap, 12bucks only.

tmr im going down to samsung to get my phone repair or change to a brand new phone. thats what my sis say? she say i could change to a new phone. please give me a new phone!

i also open an account in uob and i cant wait to get my mini debit card. not forgetting i've my pdl which means i can start my practical real soon since i have some money now. driving here i come~

anyway, sis passed her driving test! hopefully she can drive then we can go shopping together. how nice..

i cant wait to find a job! need money to support my driving lesson.

Seriously i need to exercise because im growing fatter! sheesh =(

my adorable siblings

For the past few years, i havent been gambling during chinese new year but this year i did. AND I LOST LIKE 150BUCKS. heartache plus a big hole in my small pocket. lols.

The leaps year

Based on a novella by acclaimed writer Catherine Lim, the story is about Li-Ann, a young Singaporean girl who meets her 'special someone' on 29 February. She decides to base her intuition on an Irish leap year tradition that no man will refuse any request of a lady and invites him out for a date. Together, they embark on a romantic journey that spans over 12 years, meeting only thrice in 12 years, on the leap year.

I want to watch this!

*The first day i saw you was 28th feb 2005, near midnight =D

not meant to be

not matter how hard you try,
you wont get what you want..
perhaps its just not meant to be yours?

recently, my U700 went bonkers. nevermind, even my lappy went crazy recently. now its okay. then my calculator cant even on? its like what the? jinx. electronic madness!

sometime you lift me up, then you drop me down. perhaps its not meant to be.. but still... =(

Entering the 2.

hmmmm, dont you ppl feel old?
seriously, i do. lols

a few more years down the road, we will be working and perhaps marriage comes in. LOL.
OLD SHIT!

im happy that attachment is ending in 2 days? my classmates will be coming back=)
prom night coming too. no more sch for me, for the moment. im still deciding which course to go to for Uni. any advise?

reports done, ppt slides done. waiting for 5th feb then HOHOHOHO! no more sch~
any part-time job to introduce to me?

Beautiful Soul

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you're something special

To you i'd be always faithful

I want to be what you always needed

Then i hope you'll will see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one i wanna chase

You're the one i wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste

You might need time to think it over

But i'm just fine moving forward

I'll ease your mind

If you give me the chance

I will never make you cry c'mon lets try

Am i crazy for wanting you

Baby do you think you could want me too

I don't wanna waste your time

Do you see things the way i do

I just wanna know if you feel it too

There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

YOUR BEAUTIFUL SOUL,YEAH

new year resolution

its so late but nevermind!

mellie help me thought of my new year resolution which i think liyi sure cannot achieve
1. speak slowly
2. be more gentle
3. no vulgarities
4. train my abs

busy with final reports. almost died. =(

just found out that " i love happy daze" had closed down. so sad. i wonder why.

anyway, count down to end of attachment! 3 more weeks and i'll be free~
even now i dont have any mood to step into the lab to do any experiment. lazy arse!

im growing fatter, fat face, big tummy and huge arms! needa slim down! abs first!

BRUISED

for the sake of my sick baby x) i'll blog. ahahaha
dont ask me who's my baby. LOL


i have been damn busy with reports and reports and still reports. then work. im getting sick of it and i want to grad asap! ROAR~~ one more month!

anyway, prasetyo ( my part-time bf) came back from US! still so cute. hahaha we went to O bar and restaurant to chill=) come back soon okay!

praz and i!

again~

HOHOHO my bruise on hip! due to work!